Just got back from church.
I'm thinking really hard about some stuff that the pastor said, about some stuff that I keep hearing from different places.
I see despair and hopelessness all around me, freaking poverty that rips me apart. Lost people I know. I've got this passion, now what do I DO with it?
I'm either at the Noise tonight, or I go to my church to get prayed for. On a smaller note, does God want me helping others learn about him tonight? or does he want me to get some prayer that I really need? What do I do then?
I got accepted to Ottawa political studies, with a $6000 scholarship. That's great, but it's not what I want. I want to go to Vancouver next year for training in urban outreach. I haven't heard from Vancouver yet, and it's a genuine struggle to give that one to God and let Him take care of next year.
Unfortunately arguements with my parents have heated up over the past couple of months. To them, I'm a future lawyer, simple as that. I have been since third grade.
I'm not so sure. Frig, I need to pray about this more.